Day 7: Tuesday May 7th The thing(s) you are most afraid of
Truthfully I don't even want to talk about this or think about it. It makes me cry it scares me that if I think too much about it, it might happen.
I am afraid of dying. I am not afraid of the act, or what will happen to me afterwards, I am afraid for my family. I can not imagine Hayes growing up without a mommy. Chris would not be able to raise the kids without me(he tells me this all the time). It all just wouldn't work
In the same thought I am afraid of something happening to Chris or Hayes or anyone else in the family. We are so close and I rely on them all so much I don't think I could keep on without them. Ok now I am crying... See best not to think about and just hope and pray that we all live forever =)
What about you? What are you afraid of?
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